I had plans to meet Lisa for brunch today at Cora's. Yummy food. Conversation was fun. Talked about the families, homes, work ... then she asked about my sister's. And Jule's adoption, and I didn't even see it coming. Somehow we got on how everytime I hear about someone else being pregnant, it's like a punch to the gut. And something clicked. I looked up and she had the most apologetic face. Yep. Pregnant with #4. Seriously. I help back tears until I was almost home with Jer. The I let it all out. On the plus side we now have a new storage place for all our baby stuff, but it still hurst. Yes we have Jer. Yes he is wonderful But it's just not fair.
I went out for a run and that felt really good. I'll update more on the week later. I need to go dig out some clothes for baby B. *sigh*
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